horsebackrider22

so, you guys... I'm thinking about starting over on this account. I want to draw, I want to get back together with my DA friends, but I feel like shit always right now... you guys PROBABLY don't really care about that xD but I think I'm going to delete all my deviations, everything. and just start over. Hopefully this will go well.

Also, I can't promise this will ACTUALLY happen, I really have no motivation to do ANYTHING anymore... I want to do things, I want to have fun again... I've just changed, and I know it's for the worse. I pushed away all my friends, I started getting snobby and bitchy, and I stopped drawing... that's the biggest thing. I didn't want to be "The Horse Girl" anymore. I wanted to have friends who weren't nerds and I wanted to be "cool". I'm not cool you guys. I have 4 friends and I can't draw. I can't do anything anymore it seems.

I'm sorry. I'll stop spewing my shit everywhere. Just... talk to me, let me know what you're thinking about this situation... but please note. I am not the same person I was two years ago... I wish I could tell you otherwise

hey you all!! guess what? I'M DEAD!


well... not like, legit dead, but, you know? I'm not all here anymore ^^'


I've been really sad lately, so that's why I haven't been drawing or doing... anything lately, pretty much what I've been doing is sitting, and moping and being depressed, listening to music and editing videos... y'know...

so... yep... I guess I'm done now....

[x] I like skinny jeans.
[x] Music is life.
[ ] I write/wrote poetry/song lyrics.
[x] My hair covers part of my face.
[x] I wear band shirts.
[x] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[x] I wear/wore converse
[ ] I wear/wore vans.
[x] I wear/wore eyeliner.
[x] I have/had/want my lip pierced
[ ] I listen to The Used

Total= 8

[ ] I'm in a band
[x] My screen name had/has an x in it
[x] I like/liked My Chemical Romance.
[x] I also like/liked Green Day.
[ ] I know what mosh means.
[x] I sit in corners often.
[x] I hate MTV.
[x] I take pictures of myself a lot, especially ones where you can't see my whole face.

Total so far = 14


[x] I am lost without a cdplayer/my iPod/mp3
[x] I have/had thick rimmed glasses.
[x] I have no issues with bi/gay people.
[ ] I hate the president.
[ ] I have/had a mohawk.
[x] I've worn black nail polish.
[ ] I like/have liked slipknot.
[x] I hate who I live with.
[x]Black is a good color.

Total= 20


[x] Right now I am listening to music.
[ ] I know what hxc means.
[ ] I know what sxc means.
[x] facebook = love
[x] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
[ ] I wear/wore studded belts.
[ ] I Like Hawthorne Heights
[x] I have worn tight jeans.
[x] I have/want/wanted to dyed/dye my hair black.
[x] I'm sensitive.
[x] I write/draw on myself.
[x] I've been called emo before

Total: 28

Times by 3 = 84

I am OFFICIALLY more emo than I was last year >.>

I'm not gonna be mean and tag people...




JK. YES I AM.
NanyBlackRoyalCrownMarchShiney-Cheese

HEY GUYS!!!! HORSIE AND Haneyuki-chan HERE!!!!! oh, btw, go watch her and love her because if you dont I will send some demon or something after you.... I'll send Old Gregg. HAH. if you dont know go look it up on youtube.... on closer inspection I discovered it was a funky ball of tits from outer SPACE!


you know you like that image


anywhoooo.... go sub her cause if you dont I'll send old gregg after you and it'll be not good

I'LL POST ART SOON I JUST HAVENT HAD ANY TIME TO DO ANYTHING LATELY!!!!! oh, and I'm ditching the new account cause some creepers watched me and I was creeped out so now I'm here again!!! I MISSED THIS ACCOUNT... so I have like, 12,187 messages and 3 notes. I'll go look at those soon dont worry. I love you allllll especially NanyBlack10flyingunicorns and RoyalCrownMarch and DUH Haneyuki-chan HERR HERR I LOVE OU ALL AND I MISSED YOU GUYS!!! I'll look at all my comments and thank all my new watchers


BYE FOR NOW :3

okay so I gave you all the WRONG ACCOUNT it's actually xXLove-MidnightXx